Regenerate

Hey dolls! Surprise surprise! Woooo hit the blog two days in a row baby!!
In all honesty, I've been working on this picture for a couple days though. The idea for it came to me as soon as I listened to a song by Fear Factory. As I said before, music inspires a lot of my posts. It was even more special though because it symbolizes a lot of my personal feelings right now. Don't worry, I'm not going to go in depth about my innermost feels lol but...I suppose it's about complete destruction and an attempt to put oneself back together again, if that is even possible. Trying to understand this machine we use daily, and reprogram it. It's a struggle, and one I am dealing with so much right now.

So I compiled a few of my (cyber-tastic)favorites in this post, I think the only one I am missing in Mystic Canvass! Everyone join in chant with me and beg her to come back to SL and make me all the pretty cyber girl skins! I anxiously await her return <3
But in the mean time...
Death Row Designs released this awesome little set for Erotigacha, seriously it's a blogger dream come true. No place to blog? Whip it out babeh! It has several backdrops you have a chance at winning in this gacha and each are pretty awesome! The one I am standing in above is the Sci-Fi set and comes with poses and special effects! The lightning is all part of the sets special effects, not photoshop. Have a look at the others.

So make sure you head over to Erotigacha at the Retroville sim and win allll of the DRD stuff and the other goodies there! Browse around the sim and enjoy yourself too! Really well built and lots of awesome events here and there as you can see. ALSO!! Erotigacha is having a photo contest! Head over to Spirit's Flickr to read the details and enter for a chance to win the loots!
Enough of me being a chatterbox for now. I will be back again soon! <3

Body (Mesh Body- -Belleza- Venus -Isis)
Head: LeLutka Mesh Head-STELLA
Bot Head: FK! - Female Robot - White
Skin: -Glam Affair - Belleza Venus Appliers ( Polar )
Hair: A&Y Electric-rain hair (Female) -(Hair Streak Flashes!! Dont miss this one!)
Lipstick: < nova > Essex Lipsticks  - Lelutka Applier
Manicure: Dark Passions - Koffin Nails - Belleza - Roaring 20s & Dirty 30s

Outfit
Dress: [ SAKIDE ] Leyana Dress White
Arm Pieces: : Amorous : Albedo 0 Point 39
Ring Set: **RealEvil** Raven Rings Set Maitreya - Belleza - TMP @ Cosmopolitan Event

Prop/Backdrop
DRD studios set scifi @ Erotigacha


Btw Jelly...This one is for you <3

You're Beautiful And Sick Like Me

{These Photos Taken at Neva River}

Oh so sorry my blog posts are far and few in between. It is the holidays though. But even so...just busy, busy, busy! Too many things to do and not enough Gia's! I know I promised to shorten it down to like one pic but man, I blame Maria Brink for it though. I had that 'Sick Like Me' song stuck in my head foreverrrrr and so I just ran with it and let it inspire my post.

I hope you've all had a chance to make your way to Gothmas by Gaslight. I am wearing Sakide in black, although this outfit is at Gothmas by Gaslight in white as well and just as stunning! It also comes with its own set of heels though I wanted something a lil more risque so I went with something several feet higher! Hah. I had the dress on in white first but felt very out of place so I went back to my comfort zone <3

Christmas is right around the corner and I am hoping I can get in a post this year! *crosses fingers*

So I will keep this short and let you go snag the goodies at Gothmas by Gaslight! See you soon loves! Enjoy the pics and if by chance I dont get to post before Christmas, I hope those of you that celebrate it have a great one! For those of you that don't celebrate it, I hope you're at least enjoying the day off lol. Love you guys long time! Be back soon! <3

Gothmas By Gaslight Merchant List & Slurls

Body

Skin: [PF] <Crystal> - Doll V2

Hair: little bones. Supreme - B&W

Eyes: Ikon Deadshine Eyes- December Group Gift

Eyeshadow: .Pekka. Goth Eyeshadows

Eyebrows previously blogged

Lipstick: < nova > Anne. { fatpack }

Outfit

Dress: [ Sakide ] Mercy Outfit Black w/ Appliers @ Gothmas By Gaslight

Heels: ::drbc:: monster stompers with hud 1

Gloves: :AE: Appliers for SLINK Hands Latex Gloves

Necklace: Eclectica 'Gothic Pearls ' Jewellery Set-fatpack version @ Gothmas By Gaslight

Nail Guards: Oddfish Studios -Lily Nail Guard -Slink- Beetlejuiced!

Poses
*PosESioN* Gaga Set (exclusives for 4th Runner Up - MISS V♛ ITALY 2015)

The Axeman Loved Jazz

{These Photos Taken at The Sable Club}

What a cute lil Jazz hangout I found here! Thankfully it was empty and I was able to snag a few shots.

My dearest Rhapsody event is coming to an end *insert tear here!*. But I had to fit in a jazz post as to avoid the Axeman's wrath. ....Did I lose you with that one? American Horror Story fans unite! If you're a fan, you know exactly what I am talking about. I just finished AHS: Coven and I so loved it. 

If you haven't hooked yourself on it, please do so. You won't regret it. Unless you're one of those oddballs that doesn't like horror. Yes, that makes -you- the oddball and not me. I dunno, I just feel we have a lot worse things that we have to face in our day to day lives than be worried about a ghost (or other paranormal things) on film. But that's just me, and I love my horror! The Axeman though...was real. Not to glorify any kind of being that can do such things but I usually find their stories interesting.

This is Sakide for Rhapsody and the outfit was totally gorgeous. Elegant, fanciful, classy,...shall I continue? I would so wear it out for a night of some eargasmic Jazz. 

Two days left to get to Rhapsody before it all closes down. Also the views in the place are quite interesting, if you haven't been there to see it. 

2 days!

Be back soon my luff & stuffs <3! Oh but let me leave you with this...

"Now, to be exact, at 12:15 (earthly time) on next Tuesday night, I am going to pass over New Orleans. In my infinite mercy, I am going to make a little proposition to you people. Here it is:
I am very fond of jazz music, and I swear by all the devils in the nether regions that every person shall be spared in whose home a jazz band is in full swing at the time I have just mentioned. If everyone has a jazz band going, well, then, so much the better for you people. One thing is certain and that is that some of your people who do not jazz it on Tuesday night (if there be any) will get the axe." -Actual excerpt from the real Axeman's most famous letter.

~Rhapsody~

Body
Skin: Essences - Jamie TDRF *pale01* @ The Dressing Room
Hair: *Milk* Hair~ Summer Wine *Blacks* @ Rhapsody
Tattoo: Real Tattoo - Biomechanics Story v3

Outfit
Suit: [Sakide] Lady Tux Black (includes heels not featured and a HUD for color changing the scarf) @ Rhapsody
Heels: fri. - Jezebel.Heels (Ruby) @ Rhapsody

Accessories
Necklace & Bracelet: ::Modish:: PianoNotes Bracelet & PianoNotes Necklace @ Rhapsody
Ring: Maxi Gossamer - ring - Black Roho
Earrings: *Phoebe* Woman Earrings~Treble Clef~

Poses
*PosESioN* Magical Set (Available at Kustom 9 July 15th!)
Del May- Miss Ornamental

Props
Kuro - Jazz microphone @ Rhapsody

“I'd cut up my heart for you to wear if you wanted it.”

{All Photos Taken At Small Town Green}

Seraphim Social is open! The These is 'Gone With the Wind' so of course I had to go and make my rounds. Especially since some of Gia's favs are there. I didn't quite expect to fall in love with this gown by Sakide but when I saw it...the pattern was so delicate and the gown looked so free flowing and gentle, like one you would wear while out enjoying a nice summer breezy kinda day and when a outfit makes my imagination go like that it = SOLD! It comes in multiple sizes and includes the hat shown in the photo. 

Then I made a stop at Le'Accessoires because when that opens, everyone should stop there. I've ended up snagging a few things each round since I first heard about it. Azoury is participating again and with that adorbs brolly! I have a certain love for umbrellas...and even more so for lacey ones or odd ones! With its green and naturistic vibe, I had to pair it with my flowey dress for a walk. 

Hope you have fun making your rounds there, if you haven't already! I will see you again shortly luvs!

Body

Skin: -Glam Affair - Summer skin - America - 04 @ C88

Hair: *Argrace* Haruka - Reds

Eyes: Ikon Horizon Eyes v2 - Light Green

Eyeliner: .Pekka. Vintage Makeup w/ Cat eyeliner (eyeliner only)

Outfit

Dress & Hat: [SAKIDE] Scarlet Summer Gown @ Seraphim Social

Umbrella: AZOURY - Umbrella Sunrise @ L'Accessoires

Necklace & Ring:  =Zenith= Earth Stone Butterfly Necklace & Ring (Sliver)

Poses

*PosESioN* Lorcas Set (Modified with animare) 

I'll Take What is 'Goth'? for $500 Please!

{Taken at Lynden Labs in Hard Alley}

When I applied for World Goth Fair, one of the questions was 'How often do you blog 'Goth'?" maybe not those words exactly...something like that. Honestly, I sat there for a few thinking about it. Because...what is 'Goth'? I started thinking about my RL too...how many times have I been stereotyped as 'Goth' or got my goth card checked by someone who is, well of course, far Gothier than Thou. Goth to me....is something that is not tangible, maybe on some days not even visible. 

My photo above represents me and how I typically dress (somewhat like it anyway) on a typical day at work. In a business casual, office/cubicle type environment....now would you look at me and say 'Yeah she's goth'? Sometimes you just can't tell visually. It is a way of being, forever. Not a phase. Not something you will grow out of, not something you grow into, it simply is! 

I will tell you what....underneath my business casual look...I will always be Goth. No matter my age, how I am dressed...Goth is just a part of me always. We can only wish others wouldn't judge....even other Goths judge other Goths...when what we all really should be doing is simply admiring all the diversity amongst us. By the way, my 'gothy' music is often what gets me through my day at work. We're allowed to use headphones and so I can listen to what I wish, thankfully!

My sweater that I have on is by Sakide and I love it because it has multiple options via a HUD. I can wear it like this so that I can choose another shirt to wear with or I can use the HUD to show an awesome dress that can be used with it. 

My awesome heels are by Etchaflesh, but you won't be able to see all their awesomeness in that pic so here...

Also comes with a HUD that gives you so many options to play with different prints for different styles. 

Thank you for allowing me to give my lil gothy rant! Be back soon. Oh and sorry about the title of the blog, my sense of humor runs strong with me tonight. 

Body

Skin: *League* Skin Erin Pale -Mocha

Hair: Clawtooth: Business Time (Silent Movie Star Pack)

Eyes: IKON Perspective Eyes - Coffee

Manicure/Pedi: Dark Passions -Koffin Nails - Vortex @ World Goth Fair

Tattoo:.Reckless. - Wonderland

Outfit

Sweater: [SAKIDE] Orison Cardigan @ World Goth Fair

Top: [SAKIDE] Black Style Outfit White

Pants: ISON - work it trousers

Heels: [Etchaflesh] Hardcore Teaser Heels

Glasses: Eclectica antique glasses @ World Goth Fair

Pose

Del May-Extinguishable (edited with Animare)

Tonight We Fly With Dragons {Fantasy Faire}

{Photos Taken At The Faery Court-Fantasy Faire}

Sadly, we're at the end days of our beloved Fantasy Faire. Time seems to just fly by. With sooo many things left to show still and so little time to do it all, I am keeping my words short and leaving you with visuals of these gorgeous things.  I did want to say that it amazes me that so many people join in on this event! Last I heard, we were about 11k away from hitting 4.2 million lindens raised! You guys rock!

Sakide's outfits for Fantasy Faire are gorgeous. I bought this one in two different prints. So sweet and sexy at the same time! This outfit comes with the dress, a collar (not shown) the bracelets and shoes as well, though I opted out of them for my Elf, still adorable though!

Also, Newness at Mystic Canvass! I picked this gorgeous one for my Elf Queen. This one comes in 3 tones to choose from, brow options, Slink hands and Feet Appliers, Tango Appliers, Phat Azz Appliers and WowMeh Applier! You'll definitely want them all!

Back soon luvs <3

Body

Skin: [Mystic Canvass] Mali Skin Candy & Appliers

Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Darienne Mesh Hair-Crystals Edition @ Fantasy Faire

Eyes: IKON Spectral Eyes - Wight

Manicure: Dark Passions - Koffin nails - Slink  - Laced @ Debauch Gacha

Outfit

Dress: [ SAKIDE ] Kadea Outfit Cream (sandals included are for Slink flat feet)

Crown & Collar: . . a i s l i n g . Sumiana Crown/Collar -Spring- @ Fantasy Faire

Buddies

Dwarfins Flying Dragon Shoulder Pet w/ female rider - Light @ Fantasy Faire (linked above)

Dwarfins Flying Dragon Shoulder Pet w/ male rider - Light

Poses

{Imeka} Sits 01- Pose Pack

Sari-Sari - Ground Sit pack